March 2010
2 posts
who will fall far behind?
And I told you to be patient And I told you to be fine And I told you to be balanced And I told you to be kind And now all your love is wasted And then who the hell was I? And I’m breaking at the britches And at the end of all your lines
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3/02/10
Distance
There is no distance greater than that between the living...
February 2010
2 posts
How's life?
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
Add one sexy Ryan pie to this photograph,
and I’d have to honestly say…
that life is pretty damn good right now. <3 =)
HOLY SHIT
I just threw up all over myself from cuteness overload.
Loves you!
I love you so much more than you could EVER know<333
Can’t wait to see you tonight. You should def. pick up some coke or pepsi
if you have enough...
How's life?
Add one sexy Ryan pie to this photograph,
and I’d have to honestly say…
that life is pretty damn good right now. <3 =)
January 2010
24 posts
Coming up at the croc rock... hey ryan!
2/21/10
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DOORS OPEN AT 5:30PM TICKETS ARE $15
3/6/10
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allisviolent:
vchinnick:
I am so proud of my RyBear. Just type in timberview veterinary hospital on google and you will see why. He is such a great person.
I am imagine that if my menstrual period were a person, it would be worse than Snooki and Glenn Beck’s love child.
I love Iron & Wine, Elliot Smith, Sea Wolf, and Nick Drake so much.
I never feel well physically.
I love ryan.
I love...
I am so proud of my RyBear. Just type in timberview veterinary hospital on google and you will see why. He is such a great person.
I am imagine that if my menstrual period were a person, it would be worse than Snooki and Glenn Beck’s love child.
I love Iron & Wine, Elliot Smith, Sea Wolf, and Nick Drake so much.
I never feel well physically.
I love ryan.
I love my life.
I love you...
it saddens me
d00ditsmegg:
it saddens me that no body stuck around long enough to see how much i’ve grown.
All the credit goes to you God <3
thank you for giving me
strength courage hope and love to keep me going.
I believe in you, and I have faith that you will continually grow, and soon there will be no one in your rear view mirror that you can hold distaste for. You are strong and beautiful, and I...
hey ryan
check this shit out.
you’ll poop
i guarantee
What has become a Two-Week Endeavor...
allisviolent:
…is finally complete.
The website is complete, and is awaiting publishing on the interwebs.
This is my first website to be published on the monster of a wide area network, and I’m fairly excited.
I know that it is not the best, by far (see Google for best website on the internet), but this is what I want to do with myself.
Next term we will be learning about Web Applications...
ryan
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
i love you more than life itself<3
forever and always.
Poop poop poop fart fart fart poop
That means I love you more than anything ever in life…
…in butt langauge.
Oh, gross. I had a scary moment earlier. I’ll tell you about it tonight. It is actually why I wrote that to you… =/ How is your night going? doing the website?
ryan
i love you more than life itself<3
forever and always.
It is Thursday
and I feel horrible again.
Weakness, fatigue, achy muscles, heavy eyes, and a horrible headache. When will this end?
awesome
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
who’s got melena?
Vickie’s got melena!
who’s sick of blood coming from all of her orifices as well as her axillary nodes being swollen?
VICKIE’S SICK OF BLOOD CMING FROM OALL OF HER ORIFICES AS WELL AS HER AXILLARY NODES BEING SWOLLEN!
I DON’T UNDERSTAND MEDICAL TERMS!
I had blood in my stool. I am stiff all over… my lymph nodes in my armpit are swollen...
awesome
who’s got melena?
Vickie’s got melena!
who’s sick of blood coming from all of her orifices as well as her axillary nodes being swollen?
VICKIE’S SICK OF BLOOD CMING FROM OALL OF HER ORIFICES AS WELL AS HER AXILLARY NODES BEING SWOLLEN!
So, tell me how you are feeling.
There are a few things going on in my life that I guess I got this tumblr to express.
Lately, I have still (of course) been feeling miserable physically, for the majority of the time. My symptoms are shakiness, severe hunger, fatigue, nausea, and of course sinus problems. The sinus problems are obviously from smoking death tubes. I just wish it were easier to quit. Honestly, I believe I have the...
Today's the big day.
allisviolent:
I’m nervous.
You have nothing to be nervous about you. You are absolutely perfect and breath-taking. You are my shining light forever, and I wish the best for you. I love you so much. I cannot wait to see you later. <3
this is actually an
updated photo of our cat sunshine
gym
d00ditsmegg:
vchinnick:
going to the gym tonight
going for 45 mins this time
or at least trying
someone asked me when i’m due
so
you can imagine i’m feeling
pretty bad about myself tonight.
waaaaitwaitwaaaait. last time i checked you were a skinnny woman with big ta-tas. And even if you have put in weight, which i wouldnt knowwwwww because i havent seen you in like 34902 years, YOU ARE...
gym
going to the gym tonight
going for 45 mins this time
or at least trying
someone asked me when i’m due
so
you can imagine i’m feeling
pretty bad about myself tonight.
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
i feel absolutely
and completely
dreadful.
bad day for vickie.
I’m sorry to hear that you aren’t feeling well :(
One the plus side:
The Nexus One is probably the sexiest phone ever.
And they have a neat little demo on their page:
http://www.google.com/phone
i miss you
im tired, i don’t feel well, i’m depressed, i’m starving, i’m...
i feel absolutely
and completely
dreadful.
bad day for vickie.
ew
omg
katy perry is engaged to russell brand
might puke
plz dont breed
page one (incomplete)
No one knows I’m here. I am pressed against the cold, dirtied tiles of a public restroom for solace. All I can smell is dried urine, all I can taste is blood. My mind tingles with frustration at my cowardice. Was I honestly raised to lay bleeding on the floor of an abandoned restroom? Rubbing cheeks with god knows what microorganisms. Health classes begin to flood my mind: herpes, E. Coli,...
lololol
d00ditsmegg:
I’m not sure what’s wrong with me.. But i am becoming very angry with the people around me.
Nothing I do is good enough. Whether i pulled myself out of a hold twice as deep as me.. whether i broke any kind of addiction whether i forced myself to be in an uncomfortable position to try to protect someone i care about whether im good to people who have stab be repeatidly in the back....
Quick Update of Things I'm Thinking About...
allisviolent:
A New Job
A few months back I had applied for a contract job at the local Navy Depot.
The job includes building and staging computers for officers out in the field.
This was a government contract that required the employee to have a Security Clearance.
They were considering me for the position and began the process for the clearance.
Unfortunately, business got slow and they...
lol
i loathe people
and i’m constantly being called
a people’s person.
wth is that?
December 2009
29 posts
iiiiii
got a 20$ gift card for weis from my boss today :)
allisviolent:
bye
oh hey, marry me, k? bai.
Some key points
The salsa snap
“Ohh, it’s genius. Rat the innocent one out”
What’s work?
All I want is happiness for you.
So basically, here’s how today went after ryan went to work. Firstly, my father informed me that my fantastic brother flipped shit last night, because Ryan and I finished the salsa ‘WHICH WAS FUCKING HIS’. Interesting fact, if you are so drunk...
im doing just fine
d00ditsmegg:
i praaaaaaaaaaaay that it stays this way. I have a counseling appointment tonight. Last time i saw her, was about a month ago, and that was the first time in 6 months. That’s good considering i was going 2 or 3 times a week everyy week.
I thought I didn’t need counseling anymore, but I’m really glad I went back. “I can see clearly now the rain is gone”. thats how i feel atleast....
Knock em out
I am supposed to be cleaning, but I thought I would take a moment to reminisce.
I took this picture the Christmas before Ryan and I started to date. I actually put on that outfit, styled my hair, and did my makeup just to put up a picture on Myspace, so that he would notice me. At the time, I was still unsure as to if we were a good match. I was scared, having been hurt in the past, as well as...
its a little discouraging
d00ditsmegg:
when i type these huge long sappy stories out… and my tumblarity remains below 20.
atleast i have a life.
Man, welcome to my life! I read every single one, and I am still trying to figure this goddamn site out!
Dec. 22, 2009
For breakfast: About 10 handfulls of Frosted Flakes (generic)
One bottle of water (tap)
2 Cigarettes (Marlboro Reds)
For 10 am snack: One small can of tuna w/ 5 crackers
One bottle of water (tap)
For lunch: 2 Junior Bacon Cheeseburgers (Wendy’s)
Small Fry (Wendy’s)
Two Small Cokes
1 cigarette (Marlboro Reds)
From about 9:30-11:30 am, I had a nauseating tension...
Unless you are going to pay for the therapy...
I had an interesting discussion with one of the therapists tonight. I asked her about a friend of mine who was sexually abused for over five years.
I asked, “Is it possible that the mind can be traumatized so severely after a moment in your life like that as to freeze you in the stage or age that you were at whenever it happened?”
She answer, “Actually, let me tell you...
nothings worse
d00ditsmegg:
than being so close to grabbing what you want, only to find that your hands are tied.
I have come so close to letting go of what has been holding me back… but there are times when something this person does reminds me of a person from my past.
first,Matt. If you’ve been following my posts, you know how much this boy means to me. Aside from being gentle and kind and caring etc. he...
ugh
If WGAL is right, and we get 6-12 inches of snow tomorrow… there is absolutely NO way that I am goin gover the mountain on Sunday for a Christmas party that I will probably just feel awkward at anyway. I am SO not excited for next big blizzard of my life. :(
interesting!
Here is a list of quirky personality traits! Bold what applies to you, strike what you can’t stand.
I always announce when I have to pee/use the bathroom. I won’t eat my food if it touches a different food. I will not blow my nose in front of other people. I put my feet up on everything. I say hello to everyone I see. I have a tendency to make everything awkward. My mind always wanders to the...
“Will you marry me when you are seventy? You’d have nothing to lose”
– The Science of Sleep
oh hey!
not even god himself could make me enjoy twitter’s existence on this barren earth.
r.Joaquin Phoenix seems to be doing pretty good
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
allisviolent:
Reminder to self: check this out when I get home.
Hey Joaquin… Zach Galifianakis called… he wants his Zach Galifianakis back!
That’s what it says when you scroll over the link, but I spelled his name wrong :(
Haha! I see that now! :) you’re so cool! I love you more than the world, and I cannot wait to get home so that I can hug, kiss,...
r.Joaquin Phoenix seems to be doing pretty good
allisviolent:
Reminder to self: check this out when I get home.
Hey Joaquin… Zach Galifianakis called… he wants his Zach Galifianakis back!
"Don't Patronize me!"
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
I do believe that me patronizing you would involve me even being mildly interested in your petty bullshit. You are patronizing me, in all honesty, by trying to baby talk me into giving you information that is secured by the law. So get fucked, dXck.
What is this all about, my dear?
I literally need to just tell you about this...
"Don't Patronize me!"
allisviolent:
vchinnick:
I do believe that me patronizing you would involve me even being mildly interested in your petty bullshit. You are patronizing me, in all honesty, by trying to baby talk me into giving you information that is secured by the law. So get fucked, dXck.
What is this all about, my dear?
I literally need to just tell you about this situation, because this man does not...
"Don't Patronize me!"
I do believe that me patronizing you would involve me even being mildly interested in your petty bullshit. You are patronizing me, in all honesty, by trying to baby talk me into giving you information that is secured by the law. So get fucked, dXck.
sickening
There is a girl who goes to the office where I work, and she resembles Liz so strongly that it tears my insides apart. I watch her laughing and smiling and feeling SO ALIVE, and I just want to hug her… shake her and tell her… appreciate every single second that you haev and never doubt that you have people who love and need you… or else they wouldn’t love you enough to...
HILARIOUS! →
allisviolent:
(via vchinnick)
I can’t read that from work!
I just had a large trianglebugthing on me!
Ew! That’s a stinkbug! Watch outtalout, Honey Bear! :) I love you! Work is awesome when i finish everything over three hours early :D
HILARIOUS! →